So, for now, here's the plan. I will make no more plans, I will take what the Gods have to offer. I will learn more about the Gods, the runes and Yggdrasil as I have been told, and I will stop jumping to conclusions about what this or that means. At least for now until I am more comfortable with the path that is being shown to me.
I knew I would be moving, there has been so much stress with the Landlord. I think all the stress has not just got to me, but to my partner as well. He found us a place and we move in for the first. I have 5 days to pack, which is way better than the last time we moved. I was told we are moving and to start packing now.
I went out and about a couple of nights ago and was told in my dreams, by Odin no less, that these woods you have loved so dearly, no longer hold what you need. Your new woods lie to the North. This was before I found out we were moving. I thought well, I must be moving into the woods, that is going to be cold work creating a shelter. I was told mushrooms grow here, and other goodies and trinkets. I was told happiness lies to the north, as does the freedom that I so desire.
We are finally getting away from the Landlord and his oppressive family. We will be able to sleep comfortably, knowing we are safe. It is a security apartment, so no one can get in without being buzzed in. The back way leads into a serious stretch of green belt and my mushrooms are there, I just know it. The mall, which also has a bus depot is less than 15 minute walk from the building. I can go shopping when I wish. I can go anywhere, any time I like. Ideally I had wanted my freedom returned and it looks like it has come back to me.
I know it will take a while for me to reap the benefits of this new situation. I think though, that my Samhain is going to be celebrated with the ultimate move and a cleansing of the soul. :D What a way to start the Wheel of the year. In it's own way, this is the best possible outcome for me to ensure that I am happy, as well as those around me.