I keep my fingers crossed!
Monday, October 17, 2011
I am starting to think that I am off kilter. I'm a libra and my balance is way off. I know this and am aware of how it is affecting me. It's hit my writing and my arts and crafts. I don't even want to cook any more. I feel like a hollow shell and that I have forgotten my path. My path is... and then it trails off into nothingness. Now I have done some interesting things magically, but can I write about them,.... no.... what comes out is anguish. I really do have much to share, like I think I've found my spiritual path.... not just the Wheel of the Year.... I have discovered thorough going over my memories and taking certain steps to improve the quality of my life that I may even have a teacher. This too may even get me out of here. I think I'm mostly afraid of jinxing it last minute. I'm working on a letter right now and hoping to change my stars. To study with a Shaman would be so awesome for me. It is what I have hoped for.